she/her/xe/xem
16 s.e. asian
lesbian

12.20.2022: neocities site first created

Stretched out from an inescapable maze distorted thoughts changing everything (a new me was born)

Bringing back lost time over and over until I burn out, until you smile I’ll repeat this set of days

Ah, my mind is filled with conflict just where is the real me?

No matter how fate calls for you I’ll go through the opened door and begin anew embrace hope that’s been broken countless times I’ve accepted the despair of no exit in sight for the sake of love

Stretched out from spilled red rules chains binding every part of you (how does a dream unravel?)

I ordered this body to the very end a piece of a wish, accepting the pain blooming profusely in black

Ah, you come into view as my sight fades shining brighter than I imagined

Preparing to bear this cross I’ll create a world for your sake alone surely the end of this path I believed in will have a prayer with my ideals born having known love

No matter how fate calls for you I’ll go through the opened door and begin anew embrace hope that’s been broken countless times I’ve accepted the despair of no exit in sight for the sake of love

having known love

Despite the hardness to save you my prayer went unheard and the destiny shifted the balance

If we can laugh saying it was just a small mistake I can be with you, with you. The conscience is born again when I stopped moving the thing that’ll never change that one is always in my HEART

You can see where the thread leads The world I touched fumbling shines brightly and dazzling and calls me I remember your kindness that rescued my wish fallen down and gotten cloudy

even to a distant future

Together with you I could walk without knowing the thin reality that is about to tear

The distance of the feelings that had gotten far now, now is close

the thing you can’t forget the thing you musn’t forget let’s open it with the key that are the words of our promise

Without sheding a single drop of that vow from the eyes that moment you made that innocent smile that face remained pure tomorrow’s value built cheek to cheek with you I could do it because you were there

You can see where the thread leads The world I touched fumbling shines brightly and dazzling and calls me I remember your kindness that rescued my wish fallen down and gotten cloudy even to a distant future

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